little kids at heart.

Last night was one of the funnest nights I have had so far this summer.

After running a few errands in the morning, Shelby and I went to pick up Connor to hang out at the house I am currently house-sitting. We sat around and watched The Lion King while smoking some delicious hookah and afterward we played an amazing few rounds of hide-and-go-seak in the pitch dark! When we ran out of places to hide, we felt like going on an adventure. It was 11:00pm and we went for a walk down to the golf course. While we were walking around we noticed all of the sprinklers on, and golf course sprinklers are pretty ridiculous... so we got this idea to run through them :) Of course, it was really cold out already and we would need some dry clothes to walk home in, so we just ran through in our t-shirts. It was seriously so much fun. The water was warmer than the air, so no harm there. The sprinklers turned off after a while so we walked back to the house and made some delicious hot cocoa. While Shelby was in the shower, Connor and I got the best idea to make breakfast! So we made toast and hashbrowns.. at 2:30 in the morning. Best idea ever. When Shel got out of the shower, we all cuddled up on the couch and watched some cartoons, jammed to some Shakira, and then watched Peter Pan. We felt like such little kids.. it was so great. By the time Peter Pan was over, it was about 4:00 in the morning and we just layed on the couch and chatted. Connor gave me the best scalp massage while Shelby played the drawing game on my back... hehe! At 5:00 Connor and I moved to the living room and layed on the comfier couches and ended up passing out there. Shel came in a bit later and we all woke up once at 9:00am, and then again at 11:00am and cleaned the house to get ready to leave.
After we dropped off Connor, Shelby and I went to Denny's for some breakfast.. so good!! Then we went to Vinaka for iced tea and ran into a couple friends, and afterward we headed back to the house to watch more Disney movies with our friend Evan.

These last few days have been so much fun and have really helped me to keep my mind off of Jon. Of course, I am always missing him more than ever, but its nice once in a while to be distracted from it.
I got in the mood to clean the house spotless today, so I put my hair up and caught a glimpse of my tattoo... I couldnt help but think about Jon and those two days we spent entirely together. How my tattoo is his design and how we are both down for life through this art. I miss him so much and I hate that he couldnt have stayed the night with Shelby, Connor and I last night. I wish he could be mine this summer, but thats not the case.. and it kills me. I miss him and I love him so much.. Letting go is not as easy as it sounds.