One again it had been quite some time since my last post. It's now November and even more had happened and changed since September! As of late I have just been so inspired to work my hardest and do my best when it comes to photography. My film class has been a bit hectic with our projects but for the next one, which is portraiture, I have so many ideas and I do not want to turn in my prints until I am satisfied. And I am already getting so many ideas for my final project, I am so excited!
If you know me well you know that I am quite self conscious about my scars on my back, but my goal for myself this year, honestly, is to get myself to take a self portrait of my back in a beautiful setting with morning or evening light coming in and to turn it in (because my theme for my final project is going to be skin) with confidence and higher self esteem. If I can do that... I will be so happy with myself.
My passion for physical therapy has slightly diminished so I am hoping to find more inspiration from God and my surroundings to know what I want to do with my future. I have always thought that I would love to be a photo or an art teacher at a high school or college, but who knows, God will give me the answer when I'm ready for it.
Music has become such a more prominent part of my daily life in the last few months than it has in the last few years. It is honestly one if my biggest passions and I am just always wanting more and more of it.
One thing that I am currently longing for is my passion for Christ back. I have found myself to be so distant from my faith lately and I just want so badly to have my love for Christ back. Not that I don't love him, of course I do!! But that passion and drive I used to have to learn more and more about his story and about God's purpose for us and love for us is what I need back. Maybe I will start doing personal devotions again :)
I am tired and have class early in the morning so I am off to bed, but pouring out part of my heart felt so good in this post. There is so much more I could say but I will save that for another post :3 I hope everyone is well!!
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