Just heard the most heartbreaking words a person can hear... and I dont know how to feel or what to feel.
Please be praying for me... If this is really happening, I dont know if I can do it. Jon is everything Ive ever prayed for and the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me..
We are going to talk tomorrow... I just cant believe this is how Im starting my summer... especially when neither of us saw this coming, neither of us want this to happen and we are both hurting.
God,
You are my main foundation, but Jon is my second. He keeps me grounded and livens my soul... without him, I dont know what I would do. Please, if this is what was meant to be, help me be okay with it.. but I dont see how something that hurts two people so badly is what is meant to happen.. so please... help me to be strong in whatever happens and help Jon see that we keep each other in the right place and that even with other priorities taking up so much time, we are still doing so much for each other just being together. God, you brought me Jon for a reason and I dont feel that its over..
Love, your daughter.
God's timing is the scariest thing in the world... I know your scared and that everything feels like it is falling apart, but remember how big God is and how he is the Creator of this incredible universe, trust that he has it all under control. Fight your heart out for love, Hillary. God's greatest and most important commandment demanded us to love... so don't be afraid of that love you have for Jon, and fight for it. But also believe that God has it all under control and trust that he knows what is best for you. Your both in my prayers <3
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