I was at a coffee shop yesterday from 1:00pm until 8:00pm working on an essay... and here I find myself again working on it and its due in one hour.. oh my!
I can already feel the stress that is going to come along with this week. I don't have finals until next week but this will be my week of studying probably every day.. I haven't seen Jon since Thursday night and for some reason I just miss him so much. Mondays he works 10 1/2 hour shifts and his family is moving into a new house right now so I know that he is so busy too, but seeing each other for even just a few minutes would just make us so much happier. I cannot wait for summer so we can be together so much more.
Thinking of seeing him more takes me back to a memory we have when we were looking for a house a few months back. The house Im living in was built in 1940.. so it is ridiculously old and run down.. so my family and I were looking for a new house. While Jon was at Connor's one day he noticed that the house directly parallel to Connor's was for rent and he called me right away begging to get my parents to look at it. He said that it would be his dream if we moved into that house so we could see each other every day. God I would have loved that.
One thing though that lifts my spirits when I'm missing him is that based on how he talks about our future and how we feel about each other now, I don't have to worry about losing him.. Of course, I know that this can change, but as for now I know that he isn't going anywhere and neither am I, and that makes me the happiest I have ever been.
On another note, Wednesday is my doctors appointment to find out anything we can about what is going on with my knees, and well now also my ankles and hips. On one hand, I am so excited to find out just so I can finally know what this is, if there is a cure and if not, I can start treatment. But on the other hand, I don't want to find out if it is something bad... but I'm going to try not to think that way and hope that it is something more common.
Well, hopefully we all make it through this week!
Xoxo,
Hill
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