Lately, my diet consists of: cheese sandwiches and bagels. That's about it. It's ridiculously boring! But every time I find myself at the fridge, I pull out the bread and cheese... I need some variety.
Anyway, it's been so long since I've posted! Or at least I feel like is has been. For the past week I have been live-in house sitting while a family I know is in Big Bear... and today is my first day home. It's so nice to be back in my own room, in my own bed, and able to do whatever I want around the house without having to worry about anything.
I have been doing really well lately :) Like almost too well.. haha. I've been really happy and excited to see what is to come my way in these next few months. I've gotten to the point where no matter where I am- a cafe, a friend's house, walking around somewhere, etc- I always think about how I got there. I always find myself somewhere random but just having fun wherever I am, and thinking to myself that I love my life. God has blessed me tremendously. I love who I am surrounded by, I love who I spend my time with and all the new people that are coming into my life.
All of June I was a ghost. I feel like I was there physically but mentally and emotionally I was just missing it all. I was depressed about losing the only person I have ever loved, and I think that had a great affect of how I am now. I feel like it takes completely shutting down to start up again. After almost 2 months, I feel alive.
Xoxo,
Hill
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